Orcs, Gunmen, and Bad Guys Like Me

While watching a Lord of The Rings Scene my four-year old son, Josiah, caught a glimpse of an Orc, a miserable snarling subhuman warrior for the “Army of Shadows.”

As his inquiring mind processed the battle scene before him, Josiah asked,

“Why is that guy mean?”

Before I could respond he answered his own question:

“Because he’s bad?”

Sounded like a sufficient reason to me:

“Yes, baby, he’s a bad guy.”

Such a description easily rolls off the tongue when encountering hypothetical terrorists on a movie screen. But when the perpetrators become human and the victims flesh and blood it seems our ability for succinct language becomes squishy and vague.

Whether it is the recent murder-suicide by NFL player Jevon Belcher.

Or the more recent Portland mall killings by a crazed gunman.

The response of many public network pundits has been the same the past few years:

Legal experts and resident psychologists will try to psychoanalyze the mind of the killers: social constraints, political persuasions, chemical reactions, or stunted emotional growth are all posited as the source of the madness. The whole world goes straight Dr. Phil in its obsession with the dark mind(lessness) of these murderers.

I don’t want to neglect the socio-economic, genetic, psychological, etc, factors that make up a person’s character. I don’t have anything meaningful to add to the timeless nature vs. nurture debate. But I believe something unfortunate is lost in our culture when we try to process man-made tragedies while altogether omitting words like “evil”, “bad”, or even “depraved” from our vocabulary.

Some times the “bad guys” aren’t just in a movie script.

Whether the heartless violence happens in Arizona, Norway, Columbine, or a mall, the social commentary in the aftermath shouldn’t always swirl around periphery issues like gun control, childhood upbringing, bullying, and poverty. Not that any of these don’t matter. Just that most of this chatter is to the neglect of personal responsibility for the evil actions of an evil man.

I know the world bristles at any value judgment that has moral overtones but that shouldn’t matter.

I want my son to keep this “bad guy” moniker in his vocabulary.

Not because he is “better” than anyone else, but because he could be much worse than anyone else. I want him to see that apart from the grace of God the natural bad guy that lives within his own nature can also manifest itself in horrifying ways.

I want him to see his daddy as one of the “good guys” not because I have anything inherently noble about me, but because I don’t. What separates any good man from the bad man is nothing but undeserved grace through the God Man.

Sometimes my mind goes places I don’t even begin (or want) to understand. I imagine if our thoughts could be projected for all to see we would be horrified, embarrassed, and left utterly friendless in less than a few hours. If we don’t believe in words like “evil” it may be because we haven’t lifted up the floorboards of our own nature and peered in to see what really lies beneath our daily facades.

There is real evil.

There is real invincible grace that trumps real evil too.

That’s the story we should tell. But if we keep denying with our words the natural-born bent toward wickedness in us all, then we’ve denied the need for the overpowering righteous given at the cross (2 Cor 5:21).

And for bad guys like me, there is no other hope in the world but the gospel of Jesus that saves sinners (1 Tim. 1:15)

Bryan Daniels

Author: Bryan Daniels

I am a follower of Jesus, a husband to Jessica, and a father of three boys: Josiah, Gideon and Judah. I teach high school math as a job, read reformed theology as a hobby, and write this blog just for kicks. With the rest of my time I coach football and track.

22 thoughts on “Orcs, Gunmen, and Bad Guys Like Me”

  1. Wow…very honest words, how refreshing. To many in the blogging world are afraid to call it like it is. Thank you Bryan for a willingness to do so!
    This is not to say we all should be a howling wolf pack, but we ought to speak the truth because the truth needs speaking.
    I liked your observation about your son…right on target. All kids should have a parent that loves them enough to provide that benchmark of truth.


  2. Very true! Amen! People do need to take a look within themselves. Wicked should not be defined as good in the dictionary like it is. Personal responsibility is a sign of maturity something most people are lacking now days. There are plenty of wonderful ministries like Life Skills International that helps people move past childhood trauma’s and damage to become fully functional human beings and most importantly christians. Dr. Paul Hegstrom’s book “Broken Children Grown Up Pain” has helped me and my family greatly. Yes we see bad guys in real life who can have hope if they have the right guidance. However once the crime has been committed they still have to pay the price in prison. If they manage to get help after the crime, they can become effective ministers of God in prison and the world could see real and positive change. I loved this blog! Yes we should keep the proper use of the word bad in our vocabulary.

  3. So insightful, I know that within me there is a lot of dark, which due to Gods grace I am mostly in control of. Sometimes over my life it has slipped out but that was before I accepted that God loved me. Now I give my dark thoughts to God. I will re-blog if you don’t mind many people need to see this.

  4. Um. Are you writing books? Because this needs to be one. (I mean–I think it’s in the Bible, which is a book, but I think sometimes familiarity breeds . . . missing it.)

  5. In light of today’s sorrowful and tragic events in Connecticut this needs to be said again. Truly this is evil. There are no words to soften the reality.

    We had a very rare act of violence in our community recently. The pastor at my church was courageous enough to speak the truth. Words that at first might not seem sympathetic, but if we really believe this gospel, then they are the only words to save us or make sense of this world.

    I’ll paraphrase : The answer is always the Lord Jesus. If an evil man cuts my life short or I live a long life, I will live it for Him. The same Jesus that saves me is the same Jesus Who saves the most evil of sinners. His act of redemption on the cross is the answer for us all.

    This world will not get any less sinful. The best- very best- thing we can do for our children is teach them this truth.

  6. Great post Bryan…Romans 1:18 is being played out in this Nation. When a society fails to recognize that evil exists Gods wrath will be revealed.

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